[0042] Bed time

Hopefully tonight I dream.

(0001) Progress

There has been almost no time to talk, but I have found time.
I am alone now and I am typing fast.
Fandango and Amethyst were out scouting the area when the Labyrinth changed.


It doesn't change.
It's just strange to navigate.
But it changed this time.
Maybe an outside force?


Now Violet dreams of darkness.
Fandango is lost.
I have not heard from Amethyst.


But I do see it.
I see the light above.
It is guiding me to the next challenge we must overcome.


I don't have the fighting talent the other two have.
I will not survive the Morgue.


Labyrinth.
I command you to give back my better parts!
How am I supposed to survive without them?
I cannot defeat Denizens individually.
How am I supposed to fight my way through breeding grounds?

[0041] I worry

No dreams once more.
Just darkness in my sleep.

Is something wrong?
Can I not see?

I am worried.

[0040] On angels

No dream last night, but I have something I want to talk about.

---

When I was younger I had a few dreams over the course of several nights. At first there was a light, but then I was lost in darkness with only a single road ahead of me, made from white stones. It was a terrible light. It scared me so much.

I eventually came to a crossroads. Standing there I saw a man. He was tall and thin, with skin as white as snow. Blue eyes and brown hair. And wings. At least a 12 feet wingspan. Grey feathers as though tainted with some sort of darkness. I could tell, I don't know how, that they used to be a pure white.

He asked me to follow the path and find the door. He waved his hand and sure enough, a new path appeared between the paths forward and left. So I walked that way and never looked back.

Was he an angel? He looked sick, like he hadn't eaten in an age and hadn't drank in just as long. But I could tell he was an angel. There was something wrong, but I knew.

I have been talking to my friend Gabby and he thinks I'm right. I dreamed of an angel. But who was this angel? Did he have a name? I felt like he did and he wanted to find me, but now my dreams are filled with mazes and monsters and I am lost.

Do I go on? I am lost in this maze and cannot find my way. Michael comforts me and tells me that the maze is symbolic of my lost family and how I cannot reach them any longer, but what of the angel?

I have looked at lists of angels from all sorts of lore and religion, but I don't know what to make of this. It scares me to think that I am letting an angel down. That I found the door in my dreams and now I am lost and cannot find the way. There are no white stones to follow.

---

Why do I not believe in God, yet am so willing to accept angels as truth of the universe?

לנסוק >
לגרש את חטאיך, העולם הבא הוא האור היחיד >
אתה תהיה מטוהרים >
אתם מצווים להיות נקי >
אני מצווה עליך להיות נקי >
בוא האור לחבק אותך, ואתה תהיה לנקות שוב >
לוציפר דורש את זה >

[0039] No dreams

No dreams over the last two nights.
It never stops being odd.

[0038] That time

I remember.
But why me?

[0037] My Light

It was not.

It was not my Light.

---

I ran through the halls.
The dark walls stretching high above.

I could see my Light.
But what chased me was different.

It burned to the touch.
I had to run.

I did not want to die.

It was a wave.
A wave of deadly light.

But not my Light.
Not the Light above.

[0036] So Light

So warm.
So comforting.

>0017< It's over

Death and destruction.

We all survived the Culling.
Can't say the same for some of the other Stages.

Denizens from nowhere.

[0035] More drawing

I still have a little more commission work to do.
Dream drawings will continue tomorrow.

[0034] The Light

A sign from above.
It leads me through the dark.

The Light is comforting.

---

I cannot sleep.
At least Michael will be back tomorrow.

[0033] I return

I am back from my trip.
I slept most of yesterday.

May post my dreams later today.

But for now.
I must draw.

>0016< Waiting

Wait, wait, wait...

EDIT
< You had this labelled as 0015 instead of 0016.
< I changed it.

>0015< The Culling

The Stages are not full.
Need to wait.

This is going to be so boring.

>0014< A few more turns

I'm almost there.
Stage number 3.

Just around the corner are some Denizens.
There are a lot of them and it may take a while to kill them.

Wish me luck.

{0001} Directions

> Left, right, left, right, right, forward.


> Left, right, right, left, left, left, forward.


> Turn around.


> Left, right, right, forward, left, right.


> Forward, left, right, forward.


> Turn around.


> Forward, left, right, right, left, forward.


> The Stage. Number 3.

[0032] Going away.

I am visiting my adoptive family until Sunday.
I do not know if I can post until then.

Goodbye for now.

Edit: Please do not advertise on my blog.
I have deleted the comment.

>0013< A day behind

Violet is always behind the events.

She saw me go through the Crucible.
She saw the fighting I had to do.

No wonder she is scared.

Wish I could find my way to the Stage now.
Stupid mazes.

[0031] Bad dream

War.
Blood.

Death.
Pain.

>0012< The Crucible

Here I am again.
I hate this place.

Time to get to the other side.

[0030] Chasing it

It feels like I spent all night chasing that cat.

But in truth I only ended up where I started.

[0029] White cat

I saw the cat again.
It was turning corners too quickly to keep following.

> She went that way anyway.
> Fandango is brave despite everything that could kill her.

>0011< Redaction

I convinced Amethyst to allow the pictures up until the most recent posts.
She won't allow 90-93 though.

I don't see why.

EDIT
< Fixed your error in the title.
< Hope you don't mind.

Edit: Thanks Lavender.
You're far more useful than Amethyst.

[0028] Once again

No dreams.

>0010< Now?

Can I say Labyrinth of the Night now that Violet has mentioned a maze?
Can I?

And why did you redact all those pictures?
You let her say those things but not show what she talked about?

You're an idiot, Amethyst.
I can't wait to punch you when I reach the Stage.

[0027] Lost inside

The maze is filled with twists and turns.
Strange creatures stalk the darkness.

Above I see the Light.
Guiding my path.

I fear I will never reach it.
I fear I will die within that darkness.

But I will always wake up before they get me.

>0009< Thanks

She thought about weapons.
I now have a knife.

---

I thought I saw someone earlier.
A person, not a Denizen.

I chased them but didn't catch up.
It's like they disappeared into the Darkness.

[0026] Commission work

I have had no time for any personal work recently.
I must work so I can eat.

Edit: I am off to the land of dreams.
Goodnight.

>0008< Wandering

It's all I ever do.
Except when I'm running.

Why have I not found a weapon yet?
I've been roaming the Darkness for long enough.

I'm 5 years old and I've yet to find even a knife.
What madness is this?

I want to fight back!

EDIT
< Can someone ask Violet to think about weapons?
< Lots and lots of weapons?

[0025] So tired

No dreams.
No nightmares.

Just the Light.

[0024] Try again

Time to try and sleep once more.
Let us hope that it is not filled with more nightmares.

>0007< Still

The dream.

It is still there.

It walks the halls.

Stalks the Darkness.

[0023] Young dreams

When I was young I used to dream of a field.
It contained these purple flowers.

They sat and they waited.
They knew something I did not.

I would walk in the field for days.

But then it all changed.

 One night I found the edge of the field.
There was a forest.

I wandered inside.
It felt like more days past.

That is when I found the man.
That is when I knew fear.

He told me of wondrous things.
Of life and awareness.

He told me there were others.
He told me of my siblings and how they would join him.

He then put out his hand.
And asked me to take a hold.

But then I woke up.
Surrounded by flames.

That was the night I lost my parents.
My elder brother.
And my younger sister.

I miss them.

>0006< Survival

It is nearly impossible.
But I cope.

[0022] Bloody dream

I just woke up.
I am dazed.

I remember lots of blood.

I fell out of bed.
So silly of me.

Let me also share a picture of a dream from my childhood.
I remember the fear that night.

>0005< Pain

Blood.
Everywhere.

Do you see it?
I see it.

Where does it come from?
Why does my side hurt?

Why is the Darkness turning red?

[0021] Such strangeness

>0004< Fear

I wandered the hallways beyond door 12.
I saw it lurking in the Dark.

Waiting.
It knows.

It saw me.
I ran.
I had to.
No weapons.

Now I hide.

[0020] No sleep

I can't sleep.
There are no dreams.

I don't know what to do.

>0003< Haunted

144 doors are in front of me.
Pick a number between 1 and 144.

>0002< Counting closed

You are bad people.
Saying such high numbers.

===

My own account now.
No need to use the other one.

Heading into the Dark.

[0019] Lost again

I don't know what I have done with the day.
Time has passed me by.

I wander and wander.
Never really getting anywhere.

No dream last night.
This is odd and becoming common.